Tomorrow is thanksgiving. Another day to waste, another holiday dinner i need to survive. But. What AM i thankful for? The discoveries i made recently, for keith supporting me in everything, for Chai's fluff, for the ability to learn and survival mechanism keeping me from killing myself. I am thankful for the friends - Richard, Pumpkin 1, Matt, Edward..., Rinami, and morgan. There ARE things... its just, sometimes they are hard to see through pain of the moment.